i am turning old especially today.

today, for the first time, in the history of my existence, i forget where i placed my train ticket.  obviously, i had to open my coin purse and drop coins, thereby, waste my money for my train fare, which i supposedly had paid ahead. it’s not that it hurts but, it sure will, if i really lost it.

bad. bad.

lame excuse:  i lent it to a friend so that he needed not pay for the train fare last saturday. when he returned it, i was kinda busy watching a movie and so, i placed it near my laptop. i recalled, i placed it somewhere else after i realized i might lose it and so, i am pretty sure, it’s not on my table anymore. 

i hope, though, that i will find it inside my room when i get home tonight.  it’ll cost me much if i buy a new one.  i only got it last thursday and it’s effectivity actually starts on wednesday and before i could even use it, i lost it.   explanation:  i bought in advance, a one-month-worth ticket and so, the ticket i lost (i hope i did not), is actually my old and new ticket. so, it’s like saying i lost both my old and new tickets. 

and so, i am launching calc program, at the same time, double-clicking the lower right-hand side of my monitor (calendar) to see how much i would need to spend for the worst-case-scenario (guess, you know what i mean) because i’d rather not buy again for this month.

darn. so darn.

update: 

First thing i did when i get home was look for my precious ticket.  And, it’s there, laid on my bookshelf, right below my mini sanitary bag.  Praise the Lord!