Today, we had a korean concert service at the church.  Amazing how the songs and video played struck and moved me to tears.  Oh man!  I loved it.  I felt deeply moved.  And I just went on crying especially upon seeing Jesus Christ being whipped and nailed on the cross for my sins.  I felt so loved.  And so guilty too.  And before I knew it, my tears were running down my cheeks,  racing.  I love it - crying, knowing for a certainty that I am loved and someone died for me (brings guilt though).

I learned so much from the Bible Study as well.  I am loving the group and what we do.  Thank you guys!

And after church, since I just learned how to bike,  I cycled for two hours with idel.   felt so good!

Posted: May 27th, 2007 under Fitness, Love Actually, Religion, Serious Talk.
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We tend to take for granted the presence of someone thinking they’d always be there.  We tend to delay what is it that we are supposed to say, thinking we’d always have the time to say them. 

Sometimes, it takes losing someone (or something) before we realize we love them; before we feel the intense desire to tell them just how we feel.

Truth is, we lose chances.  And sometimes, when we lose them, we lose them forever.

Chances.  Time.  People.  Love.  Life.  They come and go.  And sometimes, they don’t come again.

Painful, isn’t it?

Posted: February 13th, 2007 under Love Actually, Serious Talk.
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Jan. 30, 2007 (Tue)

we’re rushing inside a busy train station (Umeda, that is) and then there’s this guy I came across with who seemed to be staring at me.  I stared back, wondering if I know him. I was following dad while going down the stairs catching our ride.  He passed by me, staring still.  When I looked back, he was walking towards the opposite the direction i was heading to and yet looking still at me.  And then, afraid of losing sight of dad, I rushed.  That guy went back, pat my back and said,

guy:  Hey, where are you from? 
me:   ..from the Philippines.
guy:  i’ve been to the Philippines a lot of times.
me:   ….
guy:  i transit there often.

i smiled and then had myself vanished with the crowd.

it’s similar to those we see in movies when a guy meets a girl and he says somethin, just about anything, to begin a conversation despite the crowd.

Posted: February 5th, 2007 under Love Actually.
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